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i am seriously, without a doubt going mad. my mother cries and wallows, whining thinking that im still sick, why does everyone around me seem to think im ill, im not, i actually eat. I bet they think i throw out my lunch when in fact i eat it all, me myself and i. then i come home and eat some more, the stress is getting to me, i just don’t want to be around anyone
Anonymous asked: I don't know why you tell yourself that, because it's not true. Your beautiful, wonderful, kind, and smart. And you don't even know it! Isabella, you're not an empty soul you're merely a lost one.
thanks a lot, it means lots, but believe me, im not that great of a person, im selfish and inconsiderate and believe me if you could really truly know me, you wouldn’t like the monster that lies within
Anonymous asked: hi Isabella, i go to your school. And i have been where you are, not as bad, but i would love to be someone for you to talk to. Someone who could maybe help you. Not "help you" in the way most adults proboly want to.I can be someone who can just listen and be there if you need someone. I will gladly take myself off anon, i just wanted to pose this first. You are beautiful and i can be here if you need someone<3
thanks for you’re concern, but quite frankly i’m in no way in a “bad” place, i’m simply stressed with school, if you think that my thinness is due to me not eating, you’re wrong, i was pretty bad last year, but i am over that and it actually wasn’t even anorexia, it was more like ednos or something i have no idea, anyway i don’t even know why im so thin now, because i actually eat. I would like to know who you are, just for curiosity reasons. and it would most certainly be nice to talk to someone who went through a similar thing i suppose :)
Anonymous asked: Isabella, you're a wonderful and beautiful person, please don't think of yourself as horrible. That's not true at all.
thank you, i appreciate this message, but i really am.
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They’re making me mad
everyone and everything around me is so chaotic, they all think im sick, now im starting to believe it too, but i know im not, im going insane, someone please just tell me im right and everyone is wrong. i know im right.
Anonymous asked: do you believe that if someone isn't as skinny as you are, they are disgusting?
au contraire, i believe them to be much more beautiful, elegant and real. I am the one who should be considered distgusting, i am not what reality is or ever will be and i am a horrible person as well. quite frankly i do not see myself as thin as others may, but i do know i am not what should be. i would like it very much if you revealed your identity to me, i would not publish it, but i feel that i have a right to know who would pose such a question.
